I had the most amazing New Years Eve ever I think.
Craig came on Friday like we planned, we went bowling, to cinema to see Mission Impossible 4 and we had our dinner at Handmade Burgers Co. In cinema we hold our hands, and although it was full of people it didnt bother me. He makes me feel more comfortable than I've ever felt before. We spoke about Phil and I asked him if he remember what he loved about him when they've start to go out with each other. He didn't remember. And because of that our conversation jumped to what I'm doing now - letters to future self, where you write about how you feel about person that you love just after you meet. Therefore in future, when some things will fade you can remind yourself all the 'magic'.
His eyes. I can look in them for ages. I don't think I ever looked into someones eyes for that long. Them big gray-greenish eyes, the way he look at me and how he move them when he thinks or when he is laughing. Ha, I even love the wrinkles on the side of his eyes and the way his eyelashes are shaped.
His lips...I keep watching them too. Shape of them when he is laughing or when he is doing one of his silly faces. Perfect kisser. Soft nose. Him biting my ears. The way he kiss me and says that he love me even if he wakes up in the middle of the night. His spag bol and love to classic music. Sex, obviously lol. Amazing. Horny. Rough. Passionate. I feel like I can tell him everything, all my secrets and concerns. I love holding his hands. Bracelets, they will be gone soon, love them, add this kind of cheekyness to him. I love the way he is, things he likes and is passionate about. The way in which he is mature and some silly thoughts he got sometimes. The way he is planning to escape with me somewhere...
